I got an Inspiration!!!

So i got a inspiration but what is it about u might ask? Frankly i dont know. i am trying, i really am but it all doesnt make sense...i may as well let it go...i may as well give up. so wat am i to do. Do i adapt or die? As many times as we've heard it, the lesson doesn't get easier. The problem is we're human. We want more than just to survive. We want love. We want success. We want to be the best that we can be. So, we fight like hell to get those things. Anything else feels like death.